...to infuriated in 2 seconds.
68 degrees today and pissed w/ rain near all yesterday, so down to the beach i go.
guy heading across crosswalk and approaches me at corner.
"Hey, ya got a dollar so I can get a meal?"...this was the slightly cordial portion
"No."...politely i replied
"You're goin to prison motherfucker!"...his eyes attempting to split my skull in half
"When?"...inquisitively asked
"Very soon motherfucker!"
"Wow."
"You like to get 'em high, then watch 'em fall asleep and rub yourself all over those little girls don't you!"...his intensity and adrenalin spewing out his fingertips
no more words to come from my mouth...just started walking
"You like to get 'em high, then watch 'em fall asleep and rub yourself all over those little girls don't you!"...this he repeated over and over while i walked North
how much of what he spoke had he experienced personally?
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Twas scrawled...
...Happiness is best when shared
been shared...
...Companionship is missed most
...The best things in Life are free
How do we complicate "survival" in such ways
Desire I reckon stands tall
been shared...
...Companionship is missed most
...The best things in Life are free
How do we complicate "survival" in such ways
Desire I reckon stands tall
Monday, December 26, 2011
Willet Hot Springs Christmas
Thought I was headed to Sespe Hot Springs, however my out of practice body was aching enough, so Willet was quite a delight!
...realized I'm good for about 5 miles/day. More than that and too much is missed.
...so on day hikes, go for 2.5 miles one way.
...don't forget the bugspray
...only one piece of footwear, Keens only? Perhaps?
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Wishing...
...so here.
Arriving inspired and in-tune.
Several hours traversed...miles be unknown.
Sought was not a grove perfectly growin.
Rather Aspens connected to Wind sister...creating slight quiver.
The kind, deep in the woods, ones evoking delightful shiver.
Move I did, a branch or two, this spot is right.
Slowly now, up goes crisp tent of white.
Last stake, lashed to ground.
Lay carefully, vermilion red carpet all around.
And days, yes it did take.
No matter, mortise and tenons now take shape.
Soon, this four post feathery bed will engulf her nape.
Fire roars, so close, its heat we do taste.
Our wet earth perimeter does still seep.
Whilst wild flowers past full bloom...faintly weep.
Us wearing all black, barefoot and uncombed.
Before I undress you and heighten other senses.
You yearn to be blindfold throned.
Abandon the grove, we do.
Prior to next path trod...thy mind begins to hone.
Precisely as her beauty and depth compares.
Kemala, I name her...my brilliant stone.
Fire gone a lass.
Sitting, brushing hair of Kemala, time does pass.
So here...
...Wishing
Arriving inspired and in-tune.
Several hours traversed...miles be unknown.
Sought was not a grove perfectly growin.
Rather Aspens connected to Wind sister...creating slight quiver.
The kind, deep in the woods, ones evoking delightful shiver.
Move I did, a branch or two, this spot is right.
Slowly now, up goes crisp tent of white.
Last stake, lashed to ground.
Lay carefully, vermilion red carpet all around.
And days, yes it did take.
No matter, mortise and tenons now take shape.
Soon, this four post feathery bed will engulf her nape.
Fire roars, so close, its heat we do taste.
Our wet earth perimeter does still seep.
Whilst wild flowers past full bloom...faintly weep.
Us wearing all black, barefoot and uncombed.
Before I undress you and heighten other senses.
You yearn to be blindfold throned.
Abandon the grove, we do.
Prior to next path trod...thy mind begins to hone.
Precisely as her beauty and depth compares.
Kemala, I name her...my brilliant stone.
Fire gone a lass.
Sitting, brushing hair of Kemala, time does pass.
So here...
...Wishing
Monday, November 28, 2011
Horrible business...
...plan!
Realized two days back that I signed w/ my Commercial/Print agent 5 months back and was/am grateful for such event. So 12 auditions later or 2.4/months and have not booked one, which is not good however is typical from what I understand. People have shared stories of going 2 years or someone going on 30-4o auditions before booking one?
The thing I realized is...this is stupid! I'm not even being exposed to the SAG jobs, I'm paying my dues by auditioning for non-union jobs which typically only pay $500-750/day, maybe you'll get a $1000 to 3000 or even 5000 on the rare occasion? So here's the deal, you generally only get 24 hours notice of an audition and so you are forced to take some type of crappy job that allows you the flexibility to be available/on call on short notice and all of this is on the hope of looking the right way on the right day and giving them what they want.
Now I know I haven't booked yet, but I also know I haven't embarrassed my agency either.
The numbers don't add up! It wouldn't matter if the economy was going gang busters right now, the theory business model is ridiculous.
Time for some change?
Realized two days back that I signed w/ my Commercial/Print agent 5 months back and was/am grateful for such event. So 12 auditions later or 2.4/months and have not booked one, which is not good however is typical from what I understand. People have shared stories of going 2 years or someone going on 30-4o auditions before booking one?
The thing I realized is...this is stupid! I'm not even being exposed to the SAG jobs, I'm paying my dues by auditioning for non-union jobs which typically only pay $500-750/day, maybe you'll get a $1000 to 3000 or even 5000 on the rare occasion? So here's the deal, you generally only get 24 hours notice of an audition and so you are forced to take some type of crappy job that allows you the flexibility to be available/on call on short notice and all of this is on the hope of looking the right way on the right day and giving them what they want.
Now I know I haven't booked yet, but I also know I haven't embarrassed my agency either.
The numbers don't add up! It wouldn't matter if the economy was going gang busters right now, the theory business model is ridiculous.
Time for some change?
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Ignoramice...
...moron of a driver! i'm heading South on Fairfax and me and another motorbiker are cutting traffic, i'm up front, i'm forced to stop due to not enuf space to squeeze between cars waiting a stoplite. the car to my left who i'm actually in front of but to the right side of his front bumper...clearly visible, the biker behind me is basically in his passenger windo??? lite changes and i begin to go and dipshit to my left decides he can go also, what happened to space between you and the guy up front...anyways his right front bumper tags my left rear pannard just enuf to wipe me out going 1-2 mph??? rush hour traffic and my bike is laying on its side.
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